5 things about myself??~

BISMILLAH

Actually, for this post, a friend of mine back then in school tagged me. Wanted me to tell the world, 5 things about myself. Hmm...actually, this stuff is like doing a muhasabah or reflection on myself, but truthfully, I myself, got no ideas at all, about the "things" that I could share to you all. But anyway, as to fulfill a request, let's check back my past and see, what have I really got inside here.

Okay, so lets make this systematic. It'll help ME and you all who's "rajin" enough to read this post. And if possible, for those who recognise me or know me or what so ever, you are sooooo welcome to give your opinions, thoughts, comments, critics and all those stuff, about me. Don't worry, I'm open to confessions. Okay, so, lets see. From my point of view,

1. I talk big and boast about myself.

What the heck. Yeah that's me. BUT I do that usually to my CLOSE friends ONLY. And its always for fun and jokes. But sometimes, it does get a little bit tooo over. But not to worry, I don't usually end things with a fight, usually, its just a little cut in the heart, that's all. Haha~ o0o man. What jerk. Actually, its something, I myself, don't like to do. It shows stubbornness and sometimes, it rots the ukhuwah but its the part of yourself that is soooooooo hard to change. But don't worry, I'm TRYING hard to change that. Its not like I can just switch off the plug in one day, but it takes time. And this attitude usually applies to the boys/ikhwah/kawan lelaki and all. To the my girl <------------Separated far, far, far, far away------------> friends, I don't usually do that. I control it well because, from what I understand, girl's hearts are sooooo fragile. You make a wrong step, and you pay for it. That's the problem with them. Haha~ no offence girls, just kidding (^_^).

2. I'm quite clever.

Haha~ I'm not boasting here, but its something that my mother said (I bet your mother said that to you too) and I found it out myself during matriks. You know, if I'm a 100% focus at something, I absorb a lot. It proves right when I'm in year 6, form 3 and the matriks. Form 5 was excluded because I was like, playin around most of the time, and had a lot of "heart" problems. You know, those kinda stuffs. Had "those" too in matriks, but I really managed to control it. Well, sort off. Whaaa~t?? I'm a human right? It's normal, right?? So, back to the "thing" about myself. So, as I discovered this advantage about myself, It was soooooooo useful. Don't need to be like some of my friends who studied like 8 HOURS A DAY!! What the...?? You got a life man, live it!! for me, as long I can focus 100% in class, revision is just like a bonus. (I'm not tryin to say that I don't study...I study TOOOO, but just less than others, sooo less...that's all). I'd rather STUDY SMART than STUDY HARD.

3. I consider myself very helpful.

I'm a helpful person. I help people a lot. But I think this implies only to a certain people. I think I'm quite bias. You?? But somehow, most of the time, most people tend to fulfill the requirements of needing my help. hmm....not bias la. Still balanced. Hahaha~ You know, I sometimes forget that I myself needs help. This is the part where most people take advantage of me, and its not like I don't know, but it's just I don't quite care. Because to me, as long as I'm sincere to help, who cares about your intentions. huhu~ but don't worry, I don't help doing the Haram that Allah has highlighted. I'm talking in good context. You know, to me, It feels refreshing seeing other people's smile, and that is one of the reason I like to help others and always, it cures my heart which sometimes is always filled with sorrows. huh~ oh well.

4. I'm quite noisy / talkative.

Well, this can be referred back to no 1 and 3. You know, only to the closes people, to make others smile, that's the synonyms. It's an attitude that I cannot change. I just can't simply shut myself up for sometimes (well, if I'm in a bad mood / not good condition, I'll keep quite) but most of the time, naaah!! I think it's in the genes. huhu~ It's more to like making an environment. You know, it really irritates having a dull and boring environment, so that's why I like to ENLIGHTEN the area. Hahaha~ well, sometimes, it's a bit over the hedge but that's me alright.

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Okay, because I'm sooooooo short of Ideas, the last one, I leave it up to you guys. If you feel like filling it in, be my guest, and of course I appreciate evvvery word given either its bad or good, but if you just wanna keep it to yourself, well, thats not my problem, right?? So, make yourself comfy, please. (^_^)

So, that's it from me, Wassalam.