I'm back...and not quite right!

Assalamu'alaikum,
hah, finally...home at last...you know, its like 1 month and a few days since I last came back home...and I missed coming back so much...know what? Because my big bro got married, there was a "little" (well, not quite little la...cause it seems quite a lot...hahaha) change in this house but never mind, coz to me, as long as we all can live happily ever after, then that matters most...

So today was quite a tiring day for me...the day just before Raya Haji and theres still class...man, are'nt I bored with it already? You know, sometimes, there comes the time were you feel like you don't wanna strive hard anymore, no more books, no more classes, lectures or even schools (for me matrix laa...)...you just wanna relax and sit down at a hot sunny beach and enjoy the warm breeze tickling your body....man, it would be like heaven if you dream bout it...ok, skip that...

So, it has been already 2 weeks since we all got our final result for sem 1...and now, we got another month to go before our first UPS for this sem...and you know what? I'm already feeling like giving up already....and Darn! Thats NOT suppose to happen...."Come on `Asim, ya got 3.88 for ya final, ya should be quite motivated right know!" yeah right...well, thats a week before, but right know, I'm just in no mood of studying hard....just too much to think about....Darn! My head spins already....too much work piled up....and too much things to do....and my life seems quite unsorted....to think of it, I would blame it because of "a certain person" but then again, its all my fault....n don't wanna talk bout it anymore....so stressed up la.... :(

So, before I step back, just wanna say to all muslims, Happy EidulAdha and may Allah accept our sincere good deeds in our life....be moderate and always be thankful to Him because we could have the oppurtunity to go through today and hope for a tomorrow to come...

Thats it from me...hope for some advices to motivate me back....Wassalam...