Istimewa

BISMILLAH...
Assalamu'alaikum,
today I want to present to all of you about a song written (better use changed la) by my female class-mates for us (the boys). Its quite touching. They presented it during our final "jamuan perpisahan". So, now I will present it on my blog to remember them and all my classmates.

-Istimewa-
Tiada puisi atau lagu
tiada potret tiada ragu
yang dapat ku ilham seindahmu
nyata kau sepuluh dalam berjuta
Wahai jejaka kau istimewa
walau ku kembara sedunia
walau ketemu ramai jejaka
nyata kau tiada tandingannya
seikhlas hati aku menyayangi
kau istimewa, teristimewa
Daku berikrar wahai maharajaku
bina mahligai syahdu
hanya kita di situ, rakanku
tiada mimpi atau fantasi
tiada rasa lebih berseri
semekar murni hatimu teman
siang dan malam aku terkenang
kau istimewa buatku girang
Fifi, Fikri, apek, comel, Asim danny
judin... eddy, wan, Izan
ingin ku bwa kau ke awana
ingin mencapai cite bersama
sepanjang hayatku aku ingatkan
PF39 dalam ingatan
kau istimewa, oh percayalah
kau istimewa oh percayalah...

From Gurlz PF39

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Akhirnya!!

BISMILLAH...
Assalamu'alaiakum,
Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat² kehadrat ilahi kerana telah memberi kekuatan kepada diriku dan sahabat² untuk melalui 10 bulan di Kolej Matrikulasi Johor dengan baik. Andai tiada kebaikan yang diberikan oleh-NYA, maka mungkin hidup kami di KMJ tidak seperti yang kami lalui sekarang ini.

Bagi sesetengah orang, KMJ merupakan sebuah neraka yang mengongkong dan membebani kehidupan remaja mereka. Lantaran dengan fikiran sebegini, menyebabkan mereka sukar untuk menumpukan perhatian di dalam tutorial, kuliah mahu pun aktiviti-aktiviti kolej. Namun begitu, terdapat juga golongan yang gembira melalui saat-saat berharga bersama-sama rakan, menimba ilmu dan mengejar impian. Semangat ukhuwah yang tertanam dalam diri mereka selalunya memotivasikan mereka dalam berusaha mencapai kejayaan. Namun begitu, setiap pertemuan pasti akan ada perpisahan. Pertemuan kali pertama ke alam kolej membuatkan kita rasa asing dan berlainan. Namun, masa berlalu dengan pantas, 10 bulan pergi begitu sahaja, kenalan menjadi kawan, kawan menjadi sahabat, dan sahabat menjadi teman sejati. Semua gelak ketawa, tangisan air mata, juga penderitaan telah dilalui bersama, lantas merapatkan ikatan ukhuwah yang terbina.

Bagi diri saya yang melalui semua ini, merasakan suatu kehilangan ketika meninggalkan Kolej Matrkulasi Johor. Memang betul, apa yang saya lalui ketika berada di Sekolah Hidayah sangatlah berbeza, juga kenangan yang berbeza dan masing-masing mempunyai keistimewaan yang berbeza dihati saya. Usaha saya di sana bukan sekadar ingin mencapai kejayaan akademik yang cemerlang tetapi saya juga ingin membawa semua rakan-rakan saya mengenali Islam seperti mana saya mengenali Islam. Dan andai di beri kesempatan, saya juga ingin bersama-sama mereka terus berusaha mendalami Islam yang dibawa Nabi Muhammad SAW. Namun perancangan Allah itu adalah lebih teliti dan baik. Usaha saya selama 10 bulan ini tidak banyak hasilnya. Apa yang saya mampu lakukan juga terlalu sedikit. Mungkin kerana terlalu banyak kelemhan yang saya miliki juga kurang ilmu pengetahuan dan pengalaman dalam kerja dakwah lantaran menyebabkan banyak usaha ini tidak membuahkan hasil. Sesalan yang saya rasa saat ini akan saya jadikan teladan, agar di masa akan datang, ketika di IPT, keadaan saya tidak akan sama seperti di KMJ.

Apa pun, saya sangat bersyukur kehadrat ilahi kerana menempatkan saya di KMJ. Bagi saya, di situ tempat saya menimba Ilmu, mencari pengalaman, juga membina persahabatan. Setiap yang pernah muncul di hati, pasti akan saya kenang sehingga akhir hayat ini. Biarlah perpisahan ini berakhir dengan pertemuan di syurga Allah, insya Allah. Semoga berjaya buat sahabat-sahabat saya di luar sana. Teruskan berdoa selagi keputusan belum di umumkan dan terus redha dan bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah berikan.
Sekian, Wassalam.
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Exam

BISMILLAH

Assalamu'alaikum and good day to all....

So on the 14th - 18th of April of 2008, I will be taking my finals for Matrix and my, aren't I tense eith the situation.

But insya Allah I'll do my best. So, here, I'm typing after like 1 month didn't open this blog also opened the internet, I just want to say, please pray for our success in our finals also hope that we achieve flying colours for this finals. So thats it from, may ALlah will always be with us all, insya Allah.

Good day everyone, Wassalam

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Sajak : Buatmu sahabatku...

Assalamu'alaikum,
Today, I just meet with my friends. Old pals you could say. we did not do much today, but to me, it seems like I'm never gonna see them again. You know, I had that strange feeling since I came back. A feeling that says, today is gonna be the last day that I see them, be with them and all. I do not wish to have negative thoughts in myself, but sometimes, it is what it comes. Hopefuly, this is not our last meeting guys. Thats why when I came back from playing futsal tonight with them, I thought about something. Suddenly, God gave me some ideas to express my feelings,alhamdulillah. So, this is what comes out of my mind right now. A poem I just created for my friends. Its nothing more compared to H.M Tuah or A. Samad Said's poet but this is what comes out of my heart for my dear and beloved friends....
Bismillah, here we go.....

Dalam penat kaki melangkah,
lesu jiwa meronta,
terimbau memori lalu,
kenangan abadi,
yang terpahat di hati,
pertemuan yang tak di sangka,
hanya Yang Maha Esa mengetahui,
setiap keihklasan di hati,
yang mengikat tali ukhuwah,
biar dari latar yang berbeza,
biar dari pendidikan yang ketara,
bila DIA menemukan hati hambanya,
maka tertautlah segalanya,
bahkan hempedu ditelan bersama,
takkan madu dirasa berlainan,
Sedang jiwa kuat meronta,
hati penat mengiktiraf-NYA,
mulut kelu melafaznya,
kau hulurkan tangan,
membawa erti perjuangan,
membisik kan kata azimat,
agar aku tetap pada jalan-NYA,
agar aku tetap tidak berputus asa,
agar aku terus berjuang hingga akhirnya,
biar ketitisan darah terakhir,
biar ke hembusan terakhir,
biar ke.....segalanya yang terakhir,
aku ingin melindungi sebuah perasaan,
yang tersemai dalam di hati,
yang dikurnia Ilahi,
agar ia berkekalan,
agar ia kembali semula tertaut,
di syurga Ilahi nanti....
Sahabatku,
pertemuan kita memang tidak disangka,
perpisahan kita juga tak pernah diduga,
tapi Allah telah menetapkan segalanya,
untuk menguji ikatan kita,
untuk melihat keutuhannya,
supaya kelak,
dengan Izin-NYA,
kita akan bertemu di Syurga-NYA,
Insya Allah....

* Buat sahabat² ku di luar sana, dari sudut hati yang dhaif ini, dari jiwa seorang hamba yang hina dina, dari jasad yang lemah ini, dan dari seorang sahabat yang terlalu biasa buat dirimu, ampun dan maaf di pinta andai tersalah kata @ tersilap bicara. Uhibukum Fillah Abadan abada...

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Cuti + cuti + cuti = holidays?

Assalamu'alakum,

Alhamdulillah thanks to Allah, I've been given the opportunity to breath the air that He gave....

So today is the 6th of February 2008, also the 28th of Muharram 1429H and tomorrow, most of our Chinese friends will celebrate the Chinese New Year. So they say, this year is the year of RAT.hmm...I wonder...RATs??!!! Whatever, anyway, I'm at home right now. I just arrived last night. I arrived at JB around 8.30 pm. My big bro with his wife came to pick me up at Sri Putri bus stop. Then we met up with my family at Restaurant Ayub to stuff in "some" dinner. Alhamdulillah, after that we came home in one piece.

Ok, so, we (the JMC students) started our holiday today. I think its the same with all Government Schools and associates. All came back rushing yesterday. Tangkak Bus Stand was full with people. Not just JMC students but also those who wanna come back home to spend their holiday with their family. Argh....skip that. I wanna talk about something bothering in this new sem or part II of sem II or the last quarter of our program.

You know, I sometimes don't understand about people. Why is it that they just can't feel the pressure of FAILURE? For the past few weeks, I noticed that many students in JMC are starting to fall out of class. I don't know the main reason, but this is just ridiculous. Most of them are the ones that get red grades for their Finals. Man, sometimes, I ask myself, don't these guys have a future? Don't they even have a little value of dignity inside them? Don't they know, other people are putting high expectation for them so they can contribute to the success and development of our country? Why is it so hrd to understand other people's sacrifice? Man...It’s really a shame to see the new generation like this. Its not what the old generation hoped for. It’s not what Tok Janggut or Mat Kilau or any other warriors of our country in the past fought for.

You know, on Monday night, I listened to the opening ceremony of "Perkampungan Islam Hadhari" on IKIM from the Prime Minister, Dato' Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. He mentioned a lot of things regarded to the Development of Terengganu based on Islamic factors. He said he wanted to revive the Islamic Scholars from the New Generations. He hoped for, with the new "Perkampungan Islam Hadhari" it would boost the youth to search and gain knowledge and could plant the good moral values of Islamic teachings inside them. For me, his vision is really great, to think that far for the Malaysian youth.

So, right now, I seek out to all of us, why not take this opportunity that has been widely open in front of our eyes and use it wisely according to the Al-Quran and As-Sunnah. Let it be a chance for us to bring Islam back. Revive the Era where Islam was the most civilized empayar from all aspects. In our scope (JMC students or everyon), lets us struggle hard and do our best in our studies. Be someone that we dreamed of. Achieve our ambition and create our own character, so in the future, we can create a perfect Daulah Islamiah from a simple yet sophisticated individual. Achieve what we all dreamed for. Inysa Allah, make the best out of ourselves and always have faith in Allah. May Allah be with us. Wassalam.

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Kata-kata hikmah hari ini...

You know what would happen If superman said this?
Well, honestly I don't know...hahahahaha....
but this is for all of us....the mankind that Allah gave a responsibility...
to be a caliph...Allah said to the angels about the purpose of creating mankind in surah al-Baqarah :

"And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority." They said, "Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?" Allah said, "Indeed, I know that which you do not know."

And that is us brothers and sister...We have a purpose in our life...a responsibility, an honour that is given directly from Allah...a task that we must fulfil in this blissful world...

If superman is just an imaginary hero for kids, who they think have superpowers, X-ray vision, super cool breathe, Heat ray vision, super strength, the speed of a bullet and as tough as steel...yes, if he were true, we all must know that all those powers comes from Allah...HE allowed superman to have those powers for the good of mankind...to save people and help them when in need...

But of course, superman is just a fantasy...because the reality is our own self...we have our own "powers" which HE gave for us to benefit it wisely...and its up to us to find it...the more we get to know HIM, the more we know the power that sleeps in side us...and when the power is awaken, we can become the lion that roars fiercely through time...The UMMAH!!! And Islam will once again stand in the eyes of the world!! Lets all become a caliph of Allah in this world!! Wake up Islam!! ALLAHUAKBAR!!

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Mase.....!!!

Time is running out right know...still haven't finished my work...so much so much...huhuhu~
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